This is what I am here for, to comfort you, to make you laugh, to hold you tight and give you the warmth that you feed on. I maybe used for your happiness and only gain a simple smile. I may die and you'll only play with my blood selfishly and watch my corpse rot into hell. But I gave my very innocence for you and only you, so that you may one day suffer the same losses I had to face. I had to bare those tortured souls in my own being. I was torn and broken by what I had held on for far too long. I loved and gave it away to you, only to use and abuse like a drug. Running with the ecstasy that flows in your blood stream, adrenaline forcing you to go too far. The smile on my cold face, it was soothing for you, was it not? To see my heartless express change as your life slips away. Oh how it was so tragic to watch such a good pet collapse and fall limp. So I kneel beside you and cradle your lifeless body in my arms until your sound asleep. Then I kiss you good night, holding you until I close my very own eyes rest.